"You have to laugh or you'd cry..."

You know when you're just having one of those days? It's just one thing after another after another... Well imagine that EVERYDAY and that how it pretty much goes here.

Like when the father of your child cheats on you and then leaves you. Bad enough right? Well, this is ME. So it's not quite that simple. The father of my child cheated on me and left me... for a man.

Things couldn't possibly go downhill anymore than that right? Wrong. That's just the begining!

After all that you think you have finally met that "one" (not the gay "one" but the "one" after him) and you think, do you know what? It just has to be uphill from here. The guy you always kind of had your eye on, not to mention the one you ditched for the guy who in turn ditched YOU for a man. Four years on. Pefection right?

Wrong again.

Lasting all but five months. But hey, it's a start I guess.

So here's to uphill marching and probably a bit more downhill tumbling. As George Michael once said, You gotta have faith. And hey, things can only get better.... well we'll see...