Blame it on the boogie

Well what do you know... guess who didn't show up? He said he had thought about it and he didn't think it was a good idea because he wanted to be alone at the minute and he didn't want to get my hopes up... Erm... what?! Get my hopes up? Cheeky bastard. I had stopped getting my hopes up a long time ago (kind of) but even if I hadn't would you be surprised? What with all the "I love you" "I miss you" "I need you" texts. I would say that was kind of misleading up until that very point where he actually gave me some sort of answer.

So ok, he didn't come then but I like to be the one who has the final say in everything and there was still things I needed to say before I got rid of him from my life completely. So he said "I'll come and see you tomorrow afetrnoon because I'm off." So I said ok and I gave him a time and a place. Then later on I text him to ask if he had got my text and he said "I'll try." I was NOT happy. I asked him if he was winding me up and he said he doesn't have a car so it's harder to get here. I told him there was such a thing as a bus and he said ok. And I thought that was that. Until he text me at 12.30 this afternoon and said "I assume since I've not heard from you that you don't want to meet up with me today." Erm, I DO actually have a life and I had been busy and had assumed he had half a brain to put two and two together. I gave him a time. He knew he had to get the bus. I hadn't text him anything else. Any ordinary person would have figured out that that would mean the time was the same and so you would need to get the bus so you were at that place for that time. But this proved overly difficult for his tiny brain. Instead he said it was going to take him a couple of hours to get here (He lives half an hour away max) He couldn't get a lift and by the time he got here he would have to leave because I am going out at 4 so there was no point, sorry. Sorry?! He has an absolute nerve I tell you. That is absolutely 100% completely IT.

I'm sure he would have found a way around it had I been his super amazing ex ex aka "best friend". He is such an arsehole, why the hell did I stick around waiting for him? I could get someone ten times better and ten times hotter than him if I wanted to. GOD I am so STUPID! But hey, out with the old and in with the new. Luckily I am going out with friends tonight so I can finally let my hair down and have a good time and not be sat in a corner thinking of new ways to convince him he was making a huge mistake walking away from me. You see, he said he cared about me so much but infact, it seems as though he is taking this whole thing in his stride. He actually couldn't give a toss. And since when do I need somebody like that in my life? Never. Thank you very much. I am in definite need of a good dance and a good laugh. Problem is, my ex informed me he is actually out as well tonight and no doubt in my drunkeness I will hunt him down and tell him to his face what I really think. Good times!