Even an end has a start

Well... the inevitable has happened. He saw this. Yes, my ex read this. Not particularly helpful to say the least. Apparently one of his friends found it and told him to look. I will assume for now that it was Bitchy McSlagface who stumbled across it while googling her name. But what can I say? I tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Needless to say anyway, he is less than impressed. Probably understandable. Long story short I rang to ask him why he had been ignoring my texts and he said he had read this. Of course my gut reaction was to ask "Well, did you like it?" but obviously that was probably inappropriate. He said he was hurt by some of the things I said. I was going to say that maybe I was hurt about the fact that he had just come back off holiday with his friends. Spent Friday with his friends. Spent Saturday day with his friends and THEN spent Saturday night with his friends despite him A) going on about how he missed me and that he wanted to see me and B) he is now back at work so I am unlikely to see him now for a while. But then I thought, well, kicking him when he's down y'know. (Hello to him if you are reading this by the way... you probably shouldn't be though) so he is currently ignoring me. But that's fine.

Just to add to the headscrewed situation I was asked out on a date yesterday. Yes you did read that right. I got talking to yet another ex (he is one I also ditched for the Gay one... what a silly cow I am) and we had a little catch up as we haven't spoken in a while. And I start whining about men which is now a common occurence for me. And he started to tell me that I was pretty and all that and that he would like to take me on a date sometime if I wanted. So, well... cue confusion. I think it's time to sort the old head out and have a good rethink. On the one hand I would like to. On the other part of me is still waiting around for "current ex" to make his mind up about what he wants although at the moment, I am guessing that will probably amount to nothing now. I guess you can go blue in the face saying things to people and they just don't listen.

Anyway, my head hurts so I think it's best I leave it there. For now